I'm super excited as the drug I've ordered is now in the States about to pass customs. If all goes well I will have Modafinil in under 2 weeks. I can hardly wait. Literally....
Work has just been so tough that I really feel like I need it. And I'm not sure if I should be getting off coffee, especially since recently I've been getting larger and larger sized cups.
That said, I don't mind my job. Customer interaction face-to-face and over the phone is limited and that's a big plus.
The job has it's ups and downs but recently it's been a lot of downs. Today, for instance, was a stressful day from the get-go as our duties increased and I had 70 emails waiting for me when I started. I had some energy in the morning and was going through my tasks ok, until after about 2 or so when I didn't feel like doing anything at all. I just wanted to leave.
And this all got me thinking how I don't really give a shit about this job and what is really important to me is comedy and that is what I should really use the Modafonil for. If I focused on Comedy at least on weeknights I could really go far with it and have something to show for it in a few months at least.
Other than that I found that if I don't go online when I eat dinner, I tend to at least get some things done.. and afterwards I feel much better and am more motivated to keep doing things. I guess it's something to consider. No internet until after dinner and tasks. I'll try it and see how it goes.. :)
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