I feel the need to start recording my journey before I actually start taking Modafonil. This is not only for comparison purposes of "medicated vs non-medicated" but also to set clear goals before I start taking the drug and to have a foundation of good habits. As much as I want to believe that Modafinil is NZT48 in real life, there ain't no such thing. Having a plan of action in place will help me get the most out of the drug.
A bit about myself:
Early thirties. Underachiever, which is the biggest source of my insecurity. Notorious Procrastinator. Notice the capital P. I also have ADHD. Never been properly diagnosed because it's expensive, but I just know. I get bored to the point of narcolepsy unless I'm enthralled by something. I get frustrated/annoyed easily. Daydream constantly... etc, etc
What I'm hoping Modafonil will help me with:
Day-to-day life: Focusing at work, making fewer mistakes. Having energy to do things after work. Not take naps during weekends.
Professional life: Hoping I will work really hard on what I really want to do for a living - comedy. I'm hoping to make a living out of it.
In a nutshell: I don't think Modafinil will help me figure out what I want to do with my life, but rather help me focus, and help me GET SHIT DONE.
Things I will work on this week: Every day after dinner, make a list for the next day: one important task and additional tasks I want to accomplish. Ask myself: what is more important?
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